Lexigrams of the Moment

Some see me as a mere ‘Fat Monica Fellow.’

The real me is more someone in a mess, cleans off, smile, float on.

Life for me seem no effort at all; I can earn millions in ease.

I am not same as most men, for formal efforts.

Men or women face me, see I am a mean act to follow.

I am not a follower. I am not a fool.

On women, I am a softie.

I am one to fall for a sweet woman.

I am a flirt!

Women are so into smart men, real winners as I.

Let me see … I can’t now recall all nice women I met or I felt a flame for.

Now, if one more woman comes and relates me to news, I fear I will not last.

I smile now - at one time I was in real terror as all were aware of relations - a female intern, Monica.

Monica was a real smart fat woman.

Oral acts and fellatio are some of Monica’s nonsense - it’s on the news! On air!

It was all real terror for me, as I was in a star role!

To me, it was a sort of frame! Malice was in it as it was too fierce for most.

I mean, I was on trial for it! I feel it was not at all fair!

I came near to lose all, as one man tries to tell all flaws.

I was real emotional, as was a wife!

I am not a liar. I felt a wife as moral as mine cannot stifle cries.

So, I tell a lie to all. I tell all on air, NO! Not me! I am innocent!!

Can’t see a wife cry, so … I crawl to a wife.

While I feel some women are real fools, I am certain not all are.

My wife is no fool, and I am one of worst men in a wife’s life as I scam.

I felt a wife near to left me …

Not so.

A smart wife let me see some women are rare.

As a wife remains, I feel relief.

To many I am a role model and leader, and I dare.

No one can deny I hold a man in my heart.

Alone, I had to decide - do I remain in a home?

A national horror on air - my man derided me and all I had done.

Did he care? He harmed the entire home!

He made a dear home into a tornado!

The harm led me to cry and cry.

At my core, I am hard.

And in my mind, I am clear.

And morally, I am clean.

Oh dear.

I loathed him!

I damned him to hell!

I tried to carry on and read or do an errand or three.

Oh! I had a hard time.

Not many had the terror that I did.

Then, I decided that I had to allay all care.

I carried on. I made it clear to him. I told him that I hated him.

I told him I nearly died!

Then I held on to him.

And I told him - damnit! - that I cannot marry any other.

I can only marry him.

And I can only remain married to him …

’till the day I die.