Omhari Sengstacke
Posted in Names, Ordinary People on August 29th, 2009 by admin – Be the first to comment
Oh shit.
Again, I make another mistake so here I go to the rat’s nest.
I’m great at this - making mistakes.
I can change! I can act nice!
Can’t I go home?
This shit ain’t right!
I create a sense that I’m a great man - a hero - then I make a mistake.
I can’t take this!
Ok, so I’m not some great hero!
I’m a man!
I got to get something! Right?
I got to eat! Shit!
I can’t take aim, I can’t take a shot at him! I can’t!
Taking a shot at him gets me in the rat’s nest!
I got some arms in the car, so?
Those are there so I can hit the ones taking aim at ME!
I got to take care! I got a home here!
I’m not taking any more risks!
I got shot at! See?
This is not the nicest area!
Shit.
I hate this shit. Here I go to the rat’s nest again.
At night on his cot Omhari cries.
I can’t take this shit.
There’s nothing to eat at home!
There’s no mother!
Here I sit.
Shit.
On 11 July, 2009, this man received a five-year prison sentence in Chicago on a conviction stemming from a weapons charge. He was carrying a gun while hanging around the home of President Barack Obama, telling security detail there that he wanted to speak with Obama about getting a job, according to prosecutors.
Am I in a dream?
Deny and CRY and YEARN ESCAPE - a scary place.
DANGER! PANIC! ALERT! GREAT GRIEF!